30.4.12
10.4.12
Antara Sprint dan Marathon
Beberapa hari yang lalu, aku baca perbedaan mendasar antara Sprint dan Marathon di Koran Kompas hari Sabtu. Tepatnya di kolom karier yang selalu ditulis René Suhardono. Disana dijelasin, kalau perbedaan mendasar dari sprint dan marathon adalah durasi yang ditempuh. Kalau sprint yang terpenting adalah yang tercepat dalam waktu singkat, sedang marathon juga turut menghitung ritme pernafasan dan yang terpenting, dapat merasakan proses berpacu bersama pesaing dan waktu dengan lebih intim dan intens.
Selang beberapa saat, waktu liat-liat blog things we forget, malah ketemu sama gambar diatas. Seakan-akan semesta pun mengeluarkan pertanda 'iya' dari artikel Bang René sebelumnya! #EnlightenMoment #DrumRoll?
Daan, seperti biasa, udah gak bisa dipungkiri kalo selama ini aku selalu dan selalu sprint. Semuanya ingin serba cepat tanpa lihat kiri-kanan, yang penting dapat melebihi pesaing dan mencapai target. Tapi setelah dapet, jadi bingung kan mau apa. 'Sesudah ini apa? Jadi cuma begini?', adalah pikiran-pikiran yang sering muncul. Padahal kalo seandainya aku menikmati tiap detik dari proses yang ada, semuanya akan terasa lebih meaningful. Justru diproses itu lah letak keasyikan berada! Kalau bahasa sastra-nya, The Art of Struggle. Hahha...
3.4.12
28.3.12
Asthma
When you're reading this, I probably still in my lowest self-esteem. I'm mean it.
So, people, I have a story. Stories, to be exact. But since I don't have much time, I'll just telling you a story. *just tell your fvcking point, Lina*
Ok, here it is. Everything start from asthma. Have you heard about it? Of course you already heard about it. I have this desease since kid, which 'probably' getting 'worse' when I was started study in high school about 5 years ago? It's just kinda shame ya know, when you couldn't do a lot of things just because your body doesn't capable, but your mind longing for something you passionately about.
When you feel a bit stressful, it came. When you feel a bit tired, it came. When you kinda feeling down, it came. When you feel a bit cold (literally in 'cold weather'), it came. It will always came. It will haunt you everywhere. Then some understandable people would take a pity on you, while some other apathy people would think that you are just a useless girl 'cause doesn't capable to do any-thing rightly.
And the worst part is, it would still came although you live (like almost) by yourself. Then all you need to do just trying to relax, try so fucking hard to think about the good things, then looking for some medicine. O yeah darling, I am, really depends on drugs. Sounds naughty eh?
Anyway, it is getting more soapy when the asthma came but there's no one at your side, then you're trying to calm down and forget the shit that happen out there, and when you finally already calm then it gone, suddenly you just happen to remember have been AWOL cause your idiot cellphone, but when it finally went on you got text from your folks telling you to please use your phone properly (read: respond the text back).
Shit. I don't even know why I typing this post. I just feel so fucking tired and fed up with everything recently. Why the hell they all push me to do something I already know? I'm not stupid, kay? I know what I am doing. I don't need them to keep repeating some old mistake I had done. I know it was a mistake, I'm sorry, so please just get over it. Just, let's start a new one yeah? Besides, if you look closer it's not 100% my fault. O please, you guys also get participated.
Ha-ha-ha. I somehow remember the tragedy of motorcycle back then in Semarang. Even though some people say that that was some reckless event by the marine, you guys just have an urge to take a blame on me, don't you?
Yeah well ... I'm just the disgraceful girl, aren't I?
So, people, I have a story. Stories, to be exact. But since I don't have much time, I'll just telling you a story. *just tell your fvcking point, Lina*
Ok, here it is. Everything start from asthma. Have you heard about it? Of course you already heard about it. I have this desease since kid, which 'probably' getting 'worse' when I was started study in high school about 5 years ago? It's just kinda shame ya know, when you couldn't do a lot of things just because your body doesn't capable, but your mind longing for something you passionately about.
When you feel a bit stressful, it came. When you feel a bit tired, it came. When you kinda feeling down, it came. When you feel a bit cold (literally in 'cold weather'), it came. It will always came. It will haunt you everywhere. Then some understandable people would take a pity on you, while some other apathy people would think that you are just a useless girl 'cause doesn't capable to do any-thing rightly.
And the worst part is, it would still came although you live (like almost) by yourself. Then all you need to do just trying to relax, try so fucking hard to think about the good things, then looking for some medicine. O yeah darling, I am, really depends on drugs. Sounds naughty eh?
Anyway, it is getting more soapy when the asthma came but there's no one at your side, then you're trying to calm down and forget the shit that happen out there, and when you finally already calm then it gone, suddenly you just happen to remember have been AWOL cause your idiot cellphone, but when it finally went on you got text from your folks telling you to please use your phone properly (read: respond the text back).
Shit. I don't even know why I typing this post. I just feel so fucking tired and fed up with everything recently. Why the hell they all push me to do something I already know? I'm not stupid, kay? I know what I am doing. I don't need them to keep repeating some old mistake I had done. I know it was a mistake, I'm sorry, so please just get over it. Just, let's start a new one yeah? Besides, if you look closer it's not 100% my fault. O please, you guys also get participated.
Ha-ha-ha. I somehow remember the tragedy of motorcycle back then in Semarang. Even though some people say that that was some reckless event by the marine, you guys just have an urge to take a blame on me, don't you?
Yeah well ... I'm just the disgraceful girl, aren't I?
22.3.12
Impi
im·pi, meng·im·pi·kan v 1 mengharapkan dng sangat; meng-idamkan: sudah lama saya ~ sepatu model ini; 2 melihat (mengalami, merasai) ketika tidur: semalam saya ~ dia sudah menjadi sarjana; ter·im·pi-im·pi v terbawa ke dl mimpi; im·pi·an n (barang) yg diimpikan; barang yg sangat di-inginkan: ~ Anda sekarang telah menjadi kenyataan
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